I wanna be the best one... you know that ONE person. The one that even if something happens and you don't end up together you still wonder about and kind of wish you had held on to (cuz let's face it... at this age most of us are messed up and are apt to sabotage a good thing). Of course I'd prefer to end up with the "best one" but barring a miracle I want to BE the "best one" for at least one person.
I'm pretty sure that's just a little self serving and possibly selfish... I'm alright with that... If something goes wrong and things go to pot (hopefully not by my doing... well that's pretty unlikely since I'm flippin' perfect and crap) I want, at the very least be a regret.
I don't want to just be a little dot on the map of someone's life that's forgotten as soon as they make it to the next town. I sure as hell don't want to be the "OH THANK GOD I DODGED THAT BULLET" chick. I want to be the one that years down the road when they think of me I'm 10 lbs thinner, 30 IQ points higher and just a little awesomer than I actually was.
Not that I'm saying I want some poor soul to pine away wishing I hadn't gotten away.... I'm not proposing that everyone who crosses my path never recover from losing me... That would be awful. I just want a little mention in the obit... is that asking too much? Kidding! I mean unless you really wanna put me in there as the "love of your life"... I guess that wouldn't be so bad.
But seriously... I wanna mean something special to someone that meant something special to me... I wanna be the Best One.
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